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Note to self 1 (March 22/2020) - Quarantine Diaries

I wish to make a difference to the lives of others, by bringing education and skills enhancement to the homes of working professionals at an affordable price through internet. Geneva Business School’s MBA programs will give you the competitive edge that is essential to succeed in the fast-paced current global market. Check out freelancing jobs, in this bad market situation what are the opportunities you could make use of-   Go to the greens for service projects.   Design your dress Learn Embroidery   See if you can go to sate and stitch something - this is the perfect time.   Don’t waste even a minute - utilize it in the best possible way - Read more, go out to different places if you have to Go to star bucks if you can’t work at home.   Check things about Spain -   Write your book summary   Write your plans / goals/ clean your cupboard Read!!   Spanish Lessons.   Maybe start cooking   Why don’t you plan stuff for your college and see wh...

Work & Mood

I feel this overwhelming sadness, like the summer of 2013 - when I was in 10th at my Nani's house, never before did I want to cry as hard and today in the summer of 2020 I feel the same. I don't know why, but every time when family hurts me, I feel such so much more, almost like depression - I guess I need to stop caring so much. A mix of emotions, sitting here at Dubai Design District my life feels this weird emptiness. I don't feel like going to work tomorrow, it's my first day and I already don't feel like it. I don't know where to go.  I want to go home, but I don't want to stay there forever. I want to come back to Dubai but I don't want to stay here for ever either, god I don't know where to go, guide me please.  Also I feel this weird laziness / drowsiness of some sort drawn into my body, like I need to sleep.  Day 1 at work - The office is not as I thought it would be, and what I thought was - that they would all be one big family and I...

Do I have what it takes?

How random, how people become so successful in their materialistic lives, and all these businesses coming up - not going to lie so interesting. This world of business honestly drives my curiosity - on how people think, haha maybe instead of becoming a businesswoman, I'd become a psychoanalyst. I see the world's most-visited city on a big mirror right in from of me. Big building, all at a standstill because of the virus drama right now. With big windows and some bigger curtains. Writing on this mac book, I didn't ever think I would use it. My life feels like one of those movies, maybe a scene from "Sex and the city" even. My thoughts are wandering, I am listening to "Just the two of us" by  Grover Washington, Jr Looking at Negin Mirsalehi's life and seeing what she has, or how she thinks. How do I become like her? How do I think like her? With all my mood swings with creating content as well. I still am so confused about how to be consistent with...