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Do I have what it takes?

How random, how people become so successful in their materialistic lives, and all these businesses coming up - not going to lie so interesting. This world of business honestly drives my curiosity - on how people think, haha maybe instead of becoming a businesswoman, I'd become a psychoanalyst.

I see the world's most-visited city on a big mirror right in from of me. Big building, all at a standstill because of the virus drama right now. With big windows and some bigger curtains. Writing on this mac book, I didn't ever think I would use it. My life feels like one of those movies, maybe a scene from "Sex and the city" even. My thoughts are wandering, I am listening to "Just the two of us" by Grover Washington, Jr

Looking at Negin Mirsalehi's life and seeing what she has, or how she thinks. How do I become like her? How do I think like her? With all my mood swings with creating content as well. I still am so confused about how to be consistent with my mood swings. Some days I don't even feel like making content, not being on Instagram - being anti-social - but with this attitude can I ever get anywhere. I mean we are human and we all need to

I want to create a brand, but do I have the focus? Do I have what it takes, and is that what is written in my destiny. A few years ago if you would have asked me this question, I would have answered, no matter what's written in my destiny, I'll make such a big brand everyone and today when I have become a bit older, I am questioning my self, if I 'll be able to do it? How weird is childhood, it's so easy to believe we can do anything, and actually go ahead and do it!

Today, I feel like maybe I am fit for a marketing role in a big company, and even though I will not be happy working for another company, maybe that'll be my life and I ll have to agree?

Will I actually give up that easily is the question.

I feel so hopeless, like nothing to look forward to. I want to run away.

To this beatuiful life. 

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