An overwhelming feeling emerges as you have to let go of something you don't want to let go. A heartache that you can feel on the outside, and the sudden realization that you are not going to able to be happy by yourself. Everything good has to come to an end, isn't there a quote like this in the bible. A proverb that means nothing lasts forever, all things and situations are temporary, or happiness is fleeting. What does it really mean when relationships come to a standstill when you aren't able to accept the very fact that the situation that arose cannot be. Controlling, that's what I'd like to describe myself as. Wanting everything to be a certain way, and when it doesn't and uncertainty hits, it all comes tumbling and trembling down. Why in life are we not able to give somethings up, why do we keep telling God what we deserve, and how we want life to be. Not satisfied, would be the rating, I would give to God's service right now. (* laughing*) Tea...