What Am I Afraid Of?

Am I too afraid of things that I forget to live? Well, I like the office lifestyle, it's not too bad, I like working on strategies, and marketing ideas. Today I found out one of my college mates passed away in a car accident. She was 25. 

I wonder right now sitting in this office, did she get to do the things that she loved? I have been waiting to reach financial independence for a while now, and now that I reached it, I am too scared to get out there and for stuff because I have become too comfortable. I have been sitting scared for my life. 

I met Bastien - this french entrepreneur, I don't agree with a lot of the things he is doing, but something I agree with his philosophy of living life, that we can die at any point and are we really doing the things we love? 

I value this life. I really do, and I would be haunting earth if I didn't do the stuff I really loved. 

Read this please whenever you feel like you don't know what you are doing - 

I am moving forward with purpose. I have a purpose to change the world, to learn and explore new things. I want to bring more positive thinking around the world, bring a more holistic approach towards things and people and living beings in general. I want to be a fair and just business owner. I want to own lots of holiday homes in different countries, and lot's of different businesses in different countries, under the same parent company.