I don't want to get into too many stories, but I do want to say, for the brief amount of time I had met this guy, I thought I was in a dream. Got the right values, the right attitude, the money, the ambition, the looks, the country, the focus, this is exactly the type of guy I wanted to date.
Also a hopeless romantic, loved the online letters and getting stuck in the desert with him. I want to write this little blog on him because there were a lot of takeaways, well yes it obviously didn't work out.
It was very interesting to meet this person because he was one of those rich people I have always wanted to find out things about. By the time he was just 14 he had already learned to get into eh dark web, and by the time he is 25 he has already a ton of crypto and is involved in much bigger projects.
Thinking about it I really have much less exposure to the world out there, because honestly I just got to know about the dark web like 2 months ago. Say what? I didn't even know something like that even existed. There's a ton of dark stuff happening in the world that it's weird. I felt like I have been living in a bubble, I really now wonder, everyone who has ever made it rich has everyone had those corrupt connections to people who are out there on the dark web. How naive can I be, rather how ignorant can I be?
Other than that, tbh somewhere I wanted it to work out because I felt like I could really work with him in knowing myself, in reaching my potential, because yes, in the end, a partner with money and ambition can really take me to the places I want to go to.
But he had a dark side, a side that I really couldn't figure out much about, his grandparents were in the a organization that abolished the jews, and he applied for the army to be a commander. Well to his luck, I think he turned out to be a Pisces and somehow got that empathy in him, otherwise this guy has potential to do some dark stuff I think and that kind of scared me. I really should not judge people with only the things I want to see about them, but really see them for who they truly are, and maybe I don't know him truly at all.
It's different from the life he leads, so different yet similar. The views and ideas we shared were so coherent, it was scary how similar we were. He taught me how to focus, he kept saying I love fashion, but it'll take me away from the business world I have been in. So yes it is true, when you have a goal you have to make a ton of sacrifices and be focused just on that one end goal, that's what I have not been doing.
I felt disappointed when he said let's be friends, or how much do you need to get out of Dubai, because yes he did have the power to get me out of here, at least money-wise, but I really just said no. When I spoke to Mumma she said maybe he was going to use me and I did the right thing. She also told me a very important point, that sometimes you need to start off as being friends, and not date the other person, because sometimes that's a lot of pressure while dating. Maybe I am looking too much from a person I just meet, because I am capable of doing so, unfortunately, everyone does not share the same capacities as I do.
This other entrepreneur I met was french, Bastien, he is a typical capitalist, doesn't really care about his employees, all he wants is money, and is such a big capitalist.
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