I have been living alone for almost a year now. I want to believe I am doing okay - but the fact remains, I have been very unorganized and I need to work a lot to reach where I need to. I have become obsessive in checking what everyone is doing esp Mido and Milli. I can't believe I am attached to them when I spent hardly a few hours with each. What's with me is that I can't let them go. Why do I get so attached to people with who I think I see a future with. Why do I crave a relationship so bad? I fall for people who are independent and trying to reach goals in their lives, but this also ends up meaning that they do not have time for me. Am I crazy? I def am becoming crazy. How do I stop feeling lonely, I want to feel loved. I want to feel wanted, is there no one to help me? I am trying to pray, I can't stay focused, maybe I need to go to India. Maybe I just need to sleep. I feel energetic on some days and some days I feel like shit. I am not sure what I could do, I w...