Verklempt

Verklempt - Completely overwhelm with emotion

A tiny bubble, a tiny square glass bubble. A thousand viewers from the outside, they see it nice and shining. Only one can be in it, and lead the way in it. What does it mean to be lonely, or feel lonely? Weirdly we're actually always alone, we just keep ourselves distracted by people, our mind tricks us into believing we have others in the bubble. It's an unthinkable process, the parallel lives that people live, how clouds move that define time. Isn't it beautiful the life we live? 

Our brain works with time, evolving, trying to understand, analyze and comprehend this life of ours. The levels keep getting harder. Our mind trying to comprehend way more than we think. 

Let's get a bit personal. Lately, I have been getting very anxious when I get more than some time alone with myself. I start to get restless. I am very conflicted and lost. I don't know who to speak to? A friend maybe, I am not sure. Does everyone feel the way I feel? 

As we grow older, everyone starts to make everything so complicated. How to live harmoniously with everyone is one difficult thing. My mood suddenly is dependant on how many people like me, and how they respond to me. 

I want to go home. I feel extremely lost.

This lifestyle, I don't know what to do about it.