This letter is as confused and directed in 10 ways just like my brain right now. Good luck understanding what I have written. 2 months. Illusions. As I sit cuddled up in my blanket, I acknowledge the feeling of loneliness within me. You know the feeling when you try to distract your mind from something. I really wonder why am I not even able to word it. It's like, I am distracting myself with people because I am far away from home. I don't know if this is the feeling people get when they are homesick? I feel the need to gain attention from friends that I have known here, to just keep my mind busy every little time I get. What am I trying to avoid? 22 years in this body and mind, yet my soul chooses to confuse me. Everyone seems to be having their own individual lives, is that why we have family, to feel a contentment from our own need to not feel lonely? Homo Sapiens - we all need someone or somebody to speak to, we all want people to care about us, we're t...