2 months and maybe a few more days. It was over with one call. When I asked him - what do you want to do further - all he could say was "I don't know". Am I that trash, that you don't even know what to do with me. I thought to myself. I went and looked at myself in the mirror and I thought - wait a minute, look at me - let me tell you I am not the most beautiful person in the world - but when I do see myself in the mirror, I love myself and I asked myself do I deserve this. The answer was no. I did not hesitate to leave behind that person who I thought was made for me. Yes looking back now, I wish he really had said something else. I wish he would put in a little effort, unfortunately he was the same like Joanna - he was a boy, under his parents who loved his life a little too much to be bothered about me, in simple words - there was no space in his life for me. I do not have hatred for him, nobody has that much power in my life. I still have love in my heart a...