The Abditory Blog

The solo trip has not been my dream from recent, it's been something I had been wanting to do for a while now. The journey went beautifully and was brilliant. Why go solo? Why not take a few friends? Why now? Why are you risking your safety? - Some of these were very common questions asked while I was only procrastinating about the trip. To be honest none of this really influenced me, haha. All I was thinking about during all these questions were - I want to do a solo trip before I turn 21, I want to see Kerela, I have been planning this from 2 years now, and it's time. I am independent, this journey of life I am doing by myself, if anyone dares touches me I ll break their bones and I will prepare well for my safety. With all this planning, I only landed in Chennai. (I live in Chennai, it's been my home town forever now) I sat there the entire day in bed, chilling and relaxing! What! I was home now, and only to begin my procrastination on how I wanted to do a solo tr...

Metanoia - The journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life. Lately I am in toska, a dull ache of the soul, a spiritual anguish. I have been connecting with the supreme power in the universe, it's more than a beautiful feeling. It's selcouth, unfamiliar, rare, strange yet marvelous. Yet even in this phase I feel yonderly, emotionally distant and absent minded. I am a person who always wants to live in livsnjutare, someone who loves life deeply and lives it to the extreme, every second, every minute. It's important, to live like that or did you live at all. I believe god gives us one chance to live in this world, and our choices makes us who we are. Destiny is a just the hurdles that are placed in our path, or what's the fun in life, it needs to be hard to get.  Recently I went for a solo trip, searching for my soul. I wanted a break, instead I found my journey yugen, an awareness of the universe that triggers emotional responses too deep and mys...