Solicitous, Full of concern or fear.
I am graduating in April this year, Awfully scared, as to what to do in the future. I am being abulia. I don't know if I should join a university abroad or if I should stay here and work. I feel so confused. Nothing seems like the right decision. I have always wanted to study abroad.
I want to study Fashion, as cliche as it sounds, I think I 'll be able to grow in the world of fashion. I want to work every single day to reach where I dream of being. I am confused between Milan and Paris. I'll have to write down the pros and cons of both the cities for my personal reference to decide. I'll also have to check out bank loans and scholarships.
I will have to pay back my loan after studying there, and also take care of my day to day expenses and learn a whole new language, who said life was easy. I feel like a slubberdegullion. I also recently got into a relationship, I have akrasia whenever I am with him, I just feel like I shouldn't leave every time I see him.
Atelophobia is something I will feel in my bones after I reach Paris or Milan. There are so many people who are kalon out there that it scares me I might not be good enough. Viridity is in my virtue, which is why I also have the fear of being played around with.
I think I should stay in India and study for a year, do a job simultaneously and then enter the majestic gateway to fashion, but at the same time, I also feel like if I do not leave now and I don't start off with something intense I might be stuck here for a while. I admire Kylie Jenner, the way she sits on the throne of the Cosmetic Industry while also being the youngest in the Kardashians. I want to do something like that. Have a throne to myself. I am also discombobulated because I would have to go through long distance relationship, I don't want to temerate.
I want to achieve Meraki. Don't you?
(The soul, creativity or love you put into something, the essence of yourself that you put into your work)
I am graduating in April this year, Awfully scared, as to what to do in the future. I am being abulia. I don't know if I should join a university abroad or if I should stay here and work. I feel so confused. Nothing seems like the right decision. I have always wanted to study abroad.
I want to study Fashion, as cliche as it sounds, I think I 'll be able to grow in the world of fashion. I want to work every single day to reach where I dream of being. I am confused between Milan and Paris. I'll have to write down the pros and cons of both the cities for my personal reference to decide. I'll also have to check out bank loans and scholarships.
I will have to pay back my loan after studying there, and also take care of my day to day expenses and learn a whole new language, who said life was easy. I feel like a slubberdegullion. I also recently got into a relationship, I have akrasia whenever I am with him, I just feel like I shouldn't leave every time I see him.
Atelophobia is something I will feel in my bones after I reach Paris or Milan. There are so many people who are kalon out there that it scares me I might not be good enough. Viridity is in my virtue, which is why I also have the fear of being played around with.
I think I should stay in India and study for a year, do a job simultaneously and then enter the majestic gateway to fashion, but at the same time, I also feel like if I do not leave now and I don't start off with something intense I might be stuck here for a while. I admire Kylie Jenner, the way she sits on the throne of the Cosmetic Industry while also being the youngest in the Kardashians. I want to do something like that. Have a throne to myself. I am also discombobulated because I would have to go through long distance relationship, I don't want to temerate.
I want to achieve Meraki. Don't you?
(The soul, creativity or love you put into something, the essence of yourself that you put into your work)
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