Solicitous, Full of concern or fear. I am graduating in April this year, Awfully scared, as to what to do in the future. I am being abulia. I don't know if I should join a university abroad or if I should stay here and work. I feel so confused. Nothing seems like the right decision. I have always wanted to study abroad. I want to study Fashion, as cliche as it sounds, I think I 'll be able to grow in the world of fashion. I want to work every single day to reach where I dream of being. I am confused between Milan and Paris. I'll have to write down the pros and cons of both the cities for my personal reference to decide. I'll also have to check out bank loans and scholarships. I will have to pay back my loan after studying there, and also take care of my day to day expenses and learn a whole new language, who said life was easy. I feel like a slubberdegullion. I also recently got into a relationship, I have akrasia whenever I am with him, I just feel like I shouldn...