I have been dating somebody for the past week. We both are garrulous (Talkative) and romanticly cheesy. He has been in amatory relationships before. I am very heuristic, jocular and limpid. I have always wanted to be a businesswoman, to be virago, to be independent and to never be in a relationship, because I want to be tameless. He is a hopeless romantic and wants a very cute relationship. Somewhere deep inside I have also always wanted something like that. But, I feel he is being noxiously manipulative. To describe this person there are literally two sides to it, one side where he says he wants to marry me, I know it's difficult to find a guy who wants to commit which is a dream for most girls but not me. He tells me how other guys are really not nice and trying to convince me to be in a relationship with him, telling me I am really short and that he hasn't ever liked a short girl.On the other side, He smokes up and drinks and drives rashly, not every time but pretty occasionally. I don't think it bothers me, but I genuinely never thought I would be with a person who does this because I don't and it does become addictive, doing it on a regular basis is pretty harmful.
I wish we could just be dating each other without commitments and try to get to know each other without telling the other person that they want to marry them. This is my first relationship and I want to be sagacious and Majime (an earnest, reliable person who can simply get things done without causing drama).
I have had a boorish father, I have never liked him not one bit. Always been deceived. He doesn't really work at all and has big dreams and goals. He believes in superstitions. The person I am dating at the moment seems so much like my father in the working bit. I wish the person I am dating becomes independent soon, and at least stands on his own feet. He completed college last year and has taken a huge break.I don't see the seriousness of working in him.
Even though there's all of this, deep down I have this tingling bit, getting the attention that I want right now, which I am liking. I cannot tell him I don't want to be with him because he has been waiting for me since April last year (He did have sex though with somebody during November and January).
Have you ever been so confused about something and didn't know what to do?
I wish we could just be dating each other without commitments and try to get to know each other without telling the other person that they want to marry them. This is my first relationship and I want to be sagacious and Majime (an earnest, reliable person who can simply get things done without causing drama).
I have had a boorish father, I have never liked him not one bit. Always been deceived. He doesn't really work at all and has big dreams and goals. He believes in superstitions. The person I am dating at the moment seems so much like my father in the working bit. I wish the person I am dating becomes independent soon, and at least stands on his own feet. He completed college last year and has taken a huge break.I don't see the seriousness of working in him.
Even though there's all of this, deep down I have this tingling bit, getting the attention that I want right now, which I am liking. I cannot tell him I don't want to be with him because he has been waiting for me since April last year (He did have sex though with somebody during November and January).
Have you ever been so confused about something and didn't know what to do?
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